FATHEAD!

GUESS WHAT I JUST DOWNLOADED!!!



Summer House-Gold Motel

i love greta!! haha anyway, i thought since today was a pretty open day for me i'd write a blog, since i've neglected to do so for quite a while now. anyway, i have had a pretty great beginning of the summer! i think everything is pretty well balanced and i've seen the people that i knew i'd be seeing regardless of graduating! i kinda knew before graduation who would stick and who would sort of fall away and it's okay with me... i'll probably still hang out with people sometimes though, i just know who will lose touch is all :]

you know, twitter tells me a lot of what's going on with people and i think it's safe to say that i have kept a safe distance from a lot of shitty things. AND, although i didn't see it then: a window closed on me, but a great big door opened! and jeebs i am so glad!

OH, father's day is coming up! we reinstated my dad's XM radio! haha i kinda wanted to get him a bronco remote but it's all good :] i'm sure he'll be pleased with having a functioning radio again! hahaha although i should have gotten him a Fathead, you know, like on the commercial with the dad and son and the son says, "dad, you're a fathead...LOOK! YOU'RE LITERALLY A FATHEAD...AND SOOOO AM I" hahahaha

if you don't know what a fathead is:

it's basically just a life size sticker. hahaha

have a great summer!

:O

first: i wish i would have planned my life better...

-i didn't plan well enough for college, and now i'm just so clueless, and i think what sucks the most about it is that my parents were little to no help.
-i didn't plan well enough for driving, and now i'm just screwed until i turn 18.
-i didn't plan well enough for prom, and now i have no dress (yet) and my hair is screwed up.
-i didn't plan well enough for graduating, and now i just feel kind of lost :/

second: i over think about insignificant things...

-how do i feel about people? i mean, friends, and family... everyone seems distant lately, but maybe it's my period talking.
-why do i feel like i'm going to die at a young age?
-why am i afraid of EVERYTHING?

third: i thought i'd end this blog on a good note...

-i graduate june 10th
-i have a really great prom date
-i'm eating my favorite ice cream
-hopefully i'm getting a dress tomorrow
-the office season finale tomorrow night

return

i decided that i love the word RETURN. i know it's a common, everyday word. but i just like it. i don't know. haha anyway...i really think i just should have stuck with not wanting anything to do with boys until after i graduate because i hate this feeling. but it's not really a big deal. i'll be over it by monday.
hopefully my dad and i will fix the drain in my shower tomorrow/today. i hate that the water fills the tub when i'm just trying to shower!

i just sorta felt like updating so, there ya go. goodnight all

there goes the fear

i'm somewhat glad that this break is coming to a close... it's been so long and boring. i will be relieved to start sleeping on a normal schedule again.

i have been washing my face nightly, but i have had no luck with my hair. also, i need to come up with some sort of simple solution to this weight issue. it is mainly just a belly fat thing, so i should just focus on exercising i suppose. i'll figure it out because i really do want this. i mean, college is just around the corner, so i should get pretty again :] hahaha. anyway, short blog tonight.


THIS IS A 2007 PICTURE...3 years ago i suppose?

new year

well i suppose i will just point out my resolution. and that would be to fix myself. i seriously have let myself go lately. hahahaha. soooo, i need to eat better and exercise more (NOT RUNNING THOUGH! i hate running) and i definitely need to clear up my face. i was doing so good and then it just went to hell, and my bangs need to be fixed NOW uuuuggghhh. and...i need new clothes DESPERATELY. and, well jeebs. i just need to be more appealing i guess because it's more of a self esteem thing rather than a trying to impress people thing. hahaha. well i guess i'll just call myself a work in progress for now.