return

i decided that i love the word RETURN. i know it's a common, everyday word. but i just like it. i don't know. haha anyway...i really think i just should have stuck with not wanting anything to do with boys until after i graduate because i hate this feeling. but it's not really a big deal. i'll be over it by monday.
hopefully my dad and i will fix the drain in my shower tomorrow/today. i hate that the water fills the tub when i'm just trying to shower!

i just sorta felt like updating so, there ya go. goodnight all

there goes the fear

i'm somewhat glad that this break is coming to a close... it's been so long and boring. i will be relieved to start sleeping on a normal schedule again.

i have been washing my face nightly, but i have had no luck with my hair. also, i need to come up with some sort of simple solution to this weight issue. it is mainly just a belly fat thing, so i should just focus on exercising i suppose. i'll figure it out because i really do want this. i mean, college is just around the corner, so i should get pretty again :] hahaha. anyway, short blog tonight.


THIS IS A 2007 PICTURE...3 years ago i suppose?

new year

well i suppose i will just point out my resolution. and that would be to fix myself. i seriously have let myself go lately. hahahaha. soooo, i need to eat better and exercise more (NOT RUNNING THOUGH! i hate running) and i definitely need to clear up my face. i was doing so good and then it just went to hell, and my bangs need to be fixed NOW uuuuggghhh. and...i need new clothes DESPERATELY. and, well jeebs. i just need to be more appealing i guess because it's more of a self esteem thing rather than a trying to impress people thing. hahaha. well i guess i'll just call myself a work in progress for now.